Rich doesn't think he can take off work again until mid april for our return trip to bring Ari home...remember, we had our SDA appt. on January 26th! This is crazy to me.
I have been watching videos of him today and I feel a little sick about the whole thing. It's SO hard not to dwell on it. It's consuming. I'm tired of life being on hold. I'm tired of missing him and wondering what he is thinking.
And I am VERY aware that he is not ours yet...anything could happen.