things aren't really progressing well with the 'next adoption'. We are still wrestling with it. I know that if all adoptive parents knew where the money was going to come from before they committed, there wouldn't be a lot of adoptions taking place. I know that. But man, it's tough.
Plus, our agency we went through before for the home study is too busy to do our update.....which stinks because it will cost more to go elsewhere at this point. Plus it will probably take longer.... Ugh.
Every time I am convinced we're nuts, I look at his face...then I KNOW we need to save him. If not us, then WHO? He doesn't have long, and once he's gone, he's GONE.
He will have no more chances...life is so unfair for these children. They are totally at the mercy of others. For EVERYTHING. And in some cases, such as the little boy we hope to bring home, their very life and future is on the line.
Now that's pressure. We HAVE to make it work. I won't be able to live with myself if he gets sent to the institution.
I again ask for your prayers as we wrestle with this...for us to see the path God wants us to take, and for Him to help us figure out a way to PAY for it!
I've always struggled with faith. I know it's a growth area for me. And I let things get me down way too easily. I need to be stronger and fight for this little boy. Please pray for THAT too ;)
I sure appreciate it.