Artioms appointments start today in Minneapolis. I don't have anyone to watch the other kids so everyone has to come. I also don't drive in the city, so my oldest son is driving us all down there. I don't feel good today mentally or physically, so I'm not looking forward to it.
I don't think we're going to be able to bring the little boy home that I had my heart set on. We just don't know where the money is going to come from and some doors have been closed and there aren't any new ones opening.....where they money is concerned.
Rich has been totally stressed out thinking about all this and not wanting to let me down and especially not wanting to let this little boy down.
But he just doesn't see any other way.
some days you want pecans, some days you want walnuts...and some days you just get stuck with peanuts.
I know it can be heartbreaking to want to help others and not have the means to do so. Just covering him in prayers might be what be what he needs too.
ReplyDeleteAlso maybe it's God's way of showing you that little Ari needs your undivided attention right now. I'm sure your head is going to be spinning after doctors appointments. You may find that you'll need to come up with money to help pay for his medical needs.
I know it's hard, but hang on that that which you do have and treasure it.
I'm sorry!
ReplyDeleteEager to hear what all they have to say about sweet little Ari, too.
Blessings!
Gretchen
I am praying for you to find a way..it is scary to step out in faith..thats a lot of money ;) but I have seen so many folks do it and when you break it down into small amounts/goals it seems to work better. hugs!!
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