Toma saw his first fireworks tonight!
I 'think' he liked it.....it's hard to tell with him. He doesn't interact at all.
In fact, that's a hard thing about him. He doesn't show affection AT ALL, never has. He is a gentle little soul, but it's hard to 'connect' with him.
I see other kids brought home that are little cuddle bugs and I turn a little green with envy.
It's been 4 1/2 months and he still doesn't seem to give a hoot about me.
Rich reminds me that God makes everyone 'special, and unique' in their own way....and I 'know' that. But it still would be really nice to have a little emotional interaction.
Plus, remember, he doesn't speak. So no communication either.
I know things take time, but I have to wonder if it's ever going to be any different. Honestly, I don't think it will.
But even if he stays exactly the way he is, I'll love him anyway, and always feel so blessed to have him.